Even though my life is a mess, I still believe in a God. So I talked about how I moved to this big expensive city by myself. However, did you ever guess how? No I did not prostitute myself, I did not work twenty jobs, and I do not have rich relatives. Money just so happened to come in my life at the right time.
When I was stuck in my hometown, I was barely making it at my minimum wage jobs. I had enough to buy groceries and save a little bit. At first, when I moved I believed that my mom would help me out, because it would only take a couple of months and then I would finally get that six-figure(okay maybe not that much, but hey!) job. After, the sudden realization that my dream job wasn’t coming any faster I scrambled. How am I going to pay rent?
I then got a paycheck for a commission to do a project for someone, “cha-ching”! Now, I work as a temp for a career I have worked so hard to get into. It has to be by the grace of God, that I was able to get these opportunities when I really needed them. When I had to have faith be the compass in my life.
I believe in a God, not because I expect my life to be perfect, but because I expect Him to have my back and to guide me in the right path even when things looks so bleak!
I believe in a God, and it makes me stay sane!
Unraveling A Mess 